2:14 PM
She typed:
How do I find my purpose?
Then deleted it.
Absolutely not.
She tried:
What should I do next with my life?
Deleted that too.
Too dramatic.
Nothing was actually wrong with her life.
She wasn't miserable.
She didn't need rescuing.
She didn't want to climb a mountain, attend a retreat in Bali or discover her inner goddess.
She just had the persistent feeling that she was spending a great deal of her life doing things that made sense individually but somehow didn't add up to a life that felt like hers.
She opened a new search window.
Closed it.
Made tea.
Came back.
And wrote one sentence.
Given who I actually am, what makes sense from here?